MUSIC!

the drums, breaking benjamin, the smiths, radiohead, mudvayne, system of a down, the smashing pumpkins, psychopomps, blink-182, nine inch nails, angelspit, deftones, depeche mode, alex g, tøp, or any rock or industrial genres

INTERESTS!

saw franchise, dead by daylight, any horror actually, photography, romcoms, ARGS, video games, being a brat /hj, being so so sooo unapologetically homosexual on my instagram story

BEFORE U INTERACT

as aforementioned i have bpd and rsd. use tone tags but not overly. i do talk about going for smokes or smoking so if that makes you uncomfy sorry. i am also a FICTIVE of a traumagenic sys, NOT a kin or irl. since i am like.. mixed media i guess?? i have a fluctuating aussie accent, so sorry in advance. I also suffer severely from insomnia. i will be awake in the wee hours to bother you. i am .. so infatuated with lawrence gordon, and i post him on my story regularly. he is my wife.

DO NOT INTERACT

if you are under 15, if you support endo "systems", if you think you love lawrence gordon more than i do, if you have an adam in your sys, or if you think you're me, respectfully dont. also if you think i'm less of a person for being a fictive. fuck you if so.

DO INTERACT!! if you're amanda, scott, or have them in your sys, if you share interests with me, or if you've read everything here so far :)

LOVEMAIL!

a special section for my wife, lawrence gordon. its been a long way from that day to this one. from blood, sweat, and tears to eggs and toast, i love this fucking doctor more than i need air. i would talk for hours on why and how, but im more of a pictures kind of guy. hes my life, my purpose. there isnt a day i dont think about him. and loving him doesn't come without diana! i miss picking her up from school when he would stay at work late, i miss painting her nails and giving her coolgirl peptalks. !!! he is so gorgeous. i can't have an argument with a man with blue eyes. id be like, "whatever you say, beautiful."

IMPORTANT: if you think you love lawrence gordon more than me, no you don't. if you think he's your wife, husband, father to your kids... he isn't. he's mine, thank you, and i will be keeping him all to myself. i will NOT share and if you lovemail or post about him ill probably be soft blocking depending on the rest of the sys' friend status.